Well, dis year 2007 is an extremely crucial yr. It is going to determind whether i will be a Fighter, Rotary or Transport pilot. I wanna be a Fighter Pilot, will i eva eva mAke it? I hope i will. Personally, i feel that the key factor in anyone's pursuit of their dreams is to be focus. This year, i wanna be very focus. Focus in pursuing my dream - To Fly.
Somehow i feel that i am still unable to strive a balance between being focus VS other outstanding stuffs. Hai~ Dun really know how to express myself..... Vexed... *
Flying aside, this year most of my friends are turning 21! OmG! I have let sch for 3 yrS! And is just like.. Zoom! January Babies are, Kel, Rena Judy! Kel gonna celebrate his B Day at MoS this friday, Rena gal having a chalet on this saturday. Realli looking forward to it man. Judy's B day on the 20th. Another Chalet. But i bet it will damn high! A night filled with pinching, Tiacking and biting? hAha. Only the ex09 know abt this. Damn high la!!
- New Year
Dreamt by BirDzNeRdz @ 4:03 AM
- Forgetful
Dreamt by BirDzNeRdz @ 5:17 AM
Life quite sucky Nowadays. Hai~ 2006.. wat a yr to end it
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Dreamt by BirDzNeRdz @ 3:43 AM
Many things happened over this few weeks. I feel that i have not been living everyday to the fullest. Maybe i have lotsa distractions in life or perhaps i have not been planning and setting goals for myself. Alhough i have set goals about being a fighter pilot, i have yet to set any goals for this few months before i depart to 130 for my Basic Wings Course.
I tink i should plan my days more wisely... There are actually many things i can do over these "free" periods of my life. I can go overseas to see the world, get scuba and powercraft licenses , read more about aviation.. eg checks and a/c systems and train and get myself fitter. HAi~~ But after coming out from ECHO wing.. i find that i lack that discipline to train up. Lucky i am in AVN soccer team that keep me in shape. Now i feel that my life is just like a zombie's life.. hai~ i Hate this type of life!
As for relationship wise.. Sometimes i feel that i should get married while sometimes i think that it is too early to settle down. There are many things that i have yet to fulfil and so many uncertainties. Should i take this option? Is OK to take calculated risk.. but for risk that cannot even been calculated.... what for take it? Rena parents had mentioned something that i got really affected by although she had tried explaining.. hai~~ Now i am scared to go her house. haha. Sounds foolish. but it is true. Wanted to bring her overseas.. Now that seems so distant. So nevermind, dun go overseas lolx. I feel that i still now prepared, be it mentally or even emotionally to settle down. hai~~ Lost~~ haha. Is she the right one for me? i Hope she is.
For now, i wanna spend my time wisely.. do useful things.. gonna draw up wat are the things that i wanna achieve in this few months. YuPZ! Gonna do that later.
- Troubled
Dreamt by BirDzNeRdz @ 3:20 AM
Wow.. it have been 2 months since i last updated this blog. Anyway, i have completed my ground school for BWC> Now waiting for my departure to Pearce. Yupz.. so whats the new milestone. I finally got my
Driving license! haha. After 5 months of lessons with Mr Toh.. some1 who cheats my money and dont realli teach driving.. i Manage to pass. Now i can drive around! Yup!
But honestly.. now as i gotten my license.. i think it is still the best being the passenger. haha.. can relac at the back seat.
- New milestone
Dreamt by BirDzNeRdz @ 8:17 AM
Have not updated my blog so such a super long time. So decided to do it today, coz today is special, is my birthday. I am 20, nolonger a teenager. On my way to become a pilot! Yupz.
Many things had happened to me for the past few months. Firstly, my eye is now 4.5/6 meaning got betta than perfect eyesight. yyeah! Finally can do without glasses. Secondly, i am now in bAsic wings course liaoz, projected to leave for Pearce Next month. How cool, finally can get the chance to fly againz.
Currently doing ground school, studying more about aircrafts. I realise that being a pilot is not just about flying. There are many other subjects involve when is comes to flying an aircraft. Physics, Chemistry geography math, BIology.. so many things. Fitness also really important. Those pilots are really super duper zai!
Back to my birthday..... Got many wishes for my 20th birthday. Firstly, i wanna pass my basic wings course and i hope to be fighter pilot and get into the advance jet trainer in france. Secondly, i wanna be more confident and be able to articulate my thoughts well.... mani other wishes.... this two not exactly wishes.. but it is more like my AIM! Hopefully by the age of 22, i can get my wings and be a full fledge pilot.
As mentioned.. i am currently bz with ground sch.... time seems to pass really really fast and i really really miss my friends... haven got much time to catch up with my jc friends and ocs buddies... Hai~~ Wonder how are dey doing... Going to leave for Aus this yr... wonder how much time do i haf left to spend time with these great friends.... Heard from the pilots that once u are a pilot.... u wun haf much time for other things liaoz... kinnda scared... But for my dream.. it is still worth it.
Must thank Rena for giving mi this super nice pressie. a Cannon camera.. very cool and slim one. Must had cost her a bomb.. Boom!! thanks galgal!!!
I really hope that 20 will be a very good yr for my family, my friends and myself! Happy Birthday Bernard!
- Birthday
Dreamt by BirDzNeRdz @ 9:19 AM
Nearing the end of March le. March has been a twist in my life.. coz i can say byebye to spectacles already. Went for Eye surgery, PRK, to perfect both my left and right eyes :) Sommore it is FOC one.. haha. shiok.
By right my 2nd screening should be one the 21st of march.. butz so happen dat one of my friend wore contact lens... so cant go for he screening and i took his place instead. So my screening was a week earlier.. hee~~ a week earlier to perfect eyesight. The OPs date was on 21st march.. rena was wif mi.. Though it was just a small operation. i can still feel the.. EEeeeWWw feeling. haha. I was awake throughout the whole op... can feel all the things the surgeon did on my right eye.... i tink he removed my conjunctiva.. denz spray cold water.. denz put his super fine cylindrical shape thingy on my eye ball to hold it in place... denz the laser came... can se and smell smoke from my eye.. around 25 seconds.. my right eye was done. He was very assuring.... said everything went well.. COOL! Was waiting for it to be painful.. but the pain nv come. All my friends says the 1st day will pain until siao.. aparently.. mine didnt hurt dat much.. or hurt at all. hahah. The effect is immediate. I cansee the signboards on my way home in the taxi.. haha... Now the sad thing comes..mummy only alow mi to eat porridge the whole day... and this cootinued for the whole week . hahah. LOST 2kg somemore.
On the 3rd day of my op.. my vision went super blur.. was quite frightened.. only settled down when my friend told mi it was normal. His eyes also like dat. haha. Today is also the 3rd day since i did my left eye. It is also blur just like the right eye. BUt my right eye already can see quite well now. heEZ~ For the operation on my left eye... it was less scary... coz i got more experience le. butz this eye a bitz nautti lar... it was more painful than the 1st eye... and it keeps tearing... doc say my left innder eyelid haf papilla growing on it... datz y it swells.. haiz~ butz today everything is okiez le.. no pain.. just a little swell. 2ml remove the protective contact lens enz i am on my way to... perfect vision. Hahaa. Really looking forward to eat laksa without glasses.. play badminton without adjusting my glasses.. and aim properly when playing soccer. hee~ hope both my eyes will recover fast fast!!! Gal gal will come find me everyday to check on my eyes.. haha.. so nice of her.
The next thing on my list is to clear my driving be4 september and also finish planning our class outing. YupZ.....
- Good Bye Glasses
Dreamt by BirDzNeRdz @ 8:22 PM
